FRUSTRATION......................................

As I sit here writing this FRUSTRATION is first and foremost on my mind!


Frustration with myself:

1.) I haven't blogged in 3 weeks!

2.) I haven't started the diet I promised myself 3 weeks ago..................

3.) That everyday a good part of my mood is determined by a kindergarten teacher wheeling a "wow" stamp.

4.) That I am consciously aware of #3 but for the life of me I cant "get over it" it's only a stamp. As Meg-a-doo's pointed out to me the other day!

5.) With germs, illness, doctors, etc............... Shaun is sick AGAIN! It's only the first month of school ! I don't think I can mentally handle another winter like last year. He was sick from January to May! May is 7 months away! Short of putting him in a bubble, getting a BIG stick and a pit bull to ward off people and their "nasty" germs. I'm frustrated and just plain out of ideas!

Frustrated with other:

1.) Why is it that one person can ruin the mood/ day of multiple people?

There is a particular individual I have to deal with 5 sometimes 6 days a week, ( actually sometimes see him more waking hours then Hotty Toddy) and to put it as nice as I can: HE IS AN ASSHOLE! There it is I can not sugar coat it, I can not over look it, play nice, or any of the other millions of stupid things people tell me to do in regards to this individual. He is a greedy, selfish, low-life, want something for nothing, piece of "white trash". He's total lack of regard for anyone that is not himself, his ignorant/arrogant (with absolutely nothing to back it up) way of talking to people , and I guess total lack of respect and teamwork has me hating the thought of going to work every day! Not because I'm intimidated by him but because I AM FRUSTRATED! I'm either going to tell him exactly what I think of him (which my bosses will not appreciate) or I'm going to punch him. Neither way not a good place to be!

2.) Why do people think everything has to be "fair"?

My momma told me a long time ago "life isn't fair, get over it!" Why is it the majority of people do not get this? They spend endless hours a day worrying about what others are doing/getting that they aren't. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! WORRY ABOUT YOUR DAMN SELF! Everyone would be more productive. This whole concept is both INFURIATING AND FRUSTRATING to me!

3.) What happen to trust?

Is this the new four letter word of 2009? Everyone afraid to say it? Use it? Do it? I may be alot of things, but I am TRUSTWORTHY! If I tell you I'm going to do something, it gets done! If you expect something from me, (that I know about) I get it done! I don't need someone looking over my shoulder reminding me, and genuinuly treating me like I'm AN IDIOT to accomplish anything! What has happened in the world today, that you can't trust people to do what they say, when they say they are going to do it?


So there it everyone...............in case you need me to spell it out of you.......I'M FRUSTRATED .............And now extremely tired, so I'm taking my ranting and raving, crazy, paranoid self to bed! Goodnight!